i hate when my ex-boyfriend keep looking and disturbing me. somehow, it's feel like i want to kill and turn him into pieces.

"thanks god we had broke up! shuuhhh..!!"

almost everyday he keep on disturbing me. it's kind of annoying! but i'm sorry, i've promised that i'll not contact you anymore. i'll never break this promise. unfortunately, i don't need you for my happiness.  

"is there any feeling toward him??...hm..no! no! absolutely no! he dumped me, so why should i love him anymore??"

is it a right decision? but then, we had a fight before i back to malacca last few month. he disturbed me, then i came out with a statement which made him awake from his dream. dream that i'll not accept him for the sake of my life. however, he's still looking for me now. each time i come back to this lovely penang, surely my inbox will full with his messages!

"hey morning, u tengah buat apa? u sehat? u dah sombong eyh sekarang? i nak datang rumah u boleh?"

"u marah i lagi ke?

"mana u nie? i call nak jemput u datang kenduri abg i"

"hey, i nak datang beraya pon takkan u tak bagi?"

"hye, temankan i tengok wayang boleh?"

and so so so many "hye...bla..bla..blaa" messages come into my inbox! annoying right? although he had changed his phone number, why he still act like this and do he want me to know something? what his motive actually? i'm not clearly on this situation. can someone tell me? i know he had girlfriend already, can he stop looking for me? for what he has done, i'll not accept him. when time passed by, i've changed. it's not the same me. but my decision still not changing in any aspect. i am so sorry! maybe you should realised something!

- still thinking what actually he want -